As a Spiritual Warrior you need to get this very clear. "If I am with the all, then I am not in tension or in need. I know I am with all things. I do not feel lack or pressure. I am poised. I am silent, peaceful. I can deal with any form that comes my way and let it go. I am not bound to anything."
This is correct imagination.
May you be able to let go of the master addiction, the control, and go with the flow of the now.
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