"The world exists as you perceive it.
It's not what you see, but how you see it.
It is not what you hear, but how you hear it.
It is not what you feel, but how you feel it."
The closer you get to the "vision" the more the misbeliefs that you can't achieve it will come forward to challenge you. In a strange way the challenges mean you are closer to moving through the misbeliefs and breaking into a new paradigm. I encourage you to bring the subconscious blocks into awareness and do any forgiveness around them and then reframe and refocus on where you want to go. Keep on keeping on.
Painting by Dale Terbush