"Grace is not hard. If it is starting to be hard, you are under the law.
So you even have to give up the struggle of going for grace, which might be the thing that releases you so you can experience it. Grace is not something you go after as much as it is something you allow. You just let it become. You may want it to come like thunder, lightning, or a big train so you know it is there -- you know, with lots of noise and drama. It comes in naturally, however, like breathing, and you may not even know it is happening."
Peace be still.